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My _____ Hurt(s)

fill in the blank:

clavicle
hipbones
patella
shins
quads
hamstrings
calves
pecs
smallest toes

Actually, it is Z---all of the above. Why's that? Well, today, dear friend, I did something I haven't done in a very, very long time. I, Amy Sorensen, went running.

It's been almost exactly four months since I last tied on my running shoes and hit the pavement. October 30, to be exact.

And now my body's talking to me in gangsta. It's all, oh no you didunt.

But yeah, I did. The most painfullest three miles of my life.

I guess the spinning classes haven't been doing as much as I thought they'd do for my cardiovascular health. Or the strength of my clavicle.

Seriously. I need some Advil.

But! I survived. And the next time I run (hopefully not in another four months), it won't hurt quite so much. At least not in my clavicle.


Baby Quilt no17

(I actually have no clue how many baby quilts I've made. Seventeen just sounds like a good number.)

A few years back, I made a quilt top for a friend who has three boys. She was about to embark on her fourth pregnancy, so I made a girly, floral, feminine quilt top in order to contribute some female perspective to her project. Turns out my sewing project had absolutely nothing to do with her conception, as she had another boy. (Now she has five boys, whom she of course loves, and I very happily made her a boyish, argyle, rugged quilt instead.)

See, sometimes my quilting projects don't linger in neglect because of my general lameness but because life intervenes in unexpected ways.

Still, I've had this quilt top for quite a long time, waiting for just the right baby. My sister-in-law, Melissa, is having just the baby to go with my quilt, a girl, next month. I'm unaccountably excited for this baby to be born, perhaps because I always thought that my Haley, as a baby, looked a lot like Melissa did, as a baby. Or because I have conquered my own baby desires as much as they can ever possibly be conquered, and so now have returned to a time in my life when I can again enjoy other people's babies without post-baby-holding weeping. Whatever the case, I wanted to bring something special to the baby shower on Saturday. So I pulled out the quilt top.

And then I remembered the other reason I hadn't finished making it into a quilt: I didn't know how to quilt it. Here is a fact: my sewing machine is not fancy. It's your basic, straightforward model. In theory I canfreeform quilt with it. In reality, there just is not enough throat space to freeform quilt anything bigger than a table runner. So I quilt in straight lines only. They're all I can accomplish.

But I didn't know how to quilt this quilt.

Ms quilt 
(the finished version...did not photograph just the top.)

So I put it away and forgot about it. Forgot about it except for my extreme fondness for it. I should blog about how much I love Mary Engelbreit's stuff, but really: I love Mary Engelbreit's stuff. When she started making fabric? Well, let's say my joy was expressible only by the use of my credit card. The fabrics in this quilt came from her Baskets of Flowers line. I love it so much I would like to conceive my own girl just so I could make a quilt for her. (Unfortunately "to make a quilt for" is not a good reason to create a child. Right? Right?) And when Melissa texted me her baby's gender, well, I knew: it was time.

Then I procrastinated.

Why rush? I already had the quilt top made. It'd only take a few hours to quilt it, right? Well, not really. Really, I finished this quilt one hour and 15 minutes before the shower started. It was still warm from the dryer when I wrapped it. But! I love how it turned out. I decided to simply quilt around the squares. Once it was finished, I wished I had quilted it differently. If I had done long lines that ran along the edges of each square but then through the white border, I would have created a different pattern of small, white, quilted squares at the corner of each of the colored squares. But that's OK. When I make this pattern again, I'll quilt it that way.

I backed it with the pink paisley-patterned Minkee, which is just about the most feminine, girly, gorgeous fabric imaginable. And! I lucked out, because somewhere between finishing the quilt top years ago and pulling it out on Friday evening, I misplaced the fabric I'd saved to bind it with. The fabric store where I originally bought the fabric, though, had just enough left (in the remnant bin, even!) for the binding.Ms quilt closeup

I love, love love how it turned out. Almost, I'd imagine, as much as I will love the baby whom the quilt will one day wrap. I can't wait till she finally arrives!


Kindergarten Motivation

Last year, when he was in preschool, Kaleb had a homework assignment: he needed to memorize his phone number. I worked and worked and worked with him, but he just wasn't getting it. Finally I resulted to bribery. "Kaleb, as soon as you can say our phone number, I'll take you for an ice cream cone."

Then, that very second, he rattled off the number with no problem at all.

I've thought about that experience a lot during this Kindergarten year of his. It speaks, I think, to so much that is essentially Kaleb: the stubbornness and intelligence and unwillingness to be pushed in any way but the one he wants to go. His kindergarten experience has been much different than my Bigs' were. The charter school he's at pushes HARD. He has spelling, two math sheets (a math facts and a math worksheet), and handwriting. Every. single. day. Some days, he has more homework than any of my other kids.

He's done OK with it. He can write his name, and his handwriting is much better than Jake's. (Sad, but true.) He can usually do the math sheet without much prompting. But I feel like it's just not clicking. Some days he can tell you exactly what 5+1 is. Others, he just guesses.

And I can see in his face that he's in the same place he was when he was supposed to be learning his phone number. He can do it. He just doesn't care about doing it. Which terrifies me, because you can teach, encourage, coach, and study with until you turn violet, but getting him to care? He either does or he doesn't.

And he doesn't.

So when he writes his spelling words, he prints the letters out. But he's not really writing. He's just copying the words. When I work with him on trying to sound out words, he just won't say anything at all. And his face fills with that expression: this is stupid and I don't care.

And seriously: I'm baffled at what to do to help him care.

I thought I was doing everything right. I've always, always read to him. He's probably been read to more than any of my kids (and I read to them a LOT). We've got alphabets and numbers for toys. He went to two years of preschool. I sing to him. I talk to him.

And really: he is smart. He's got an enormous vocabulary. When he's not in his "I don't care" mood, he can add and subtract with ease. I also keep reminding myself that he's a young  kindergartener. Jake and Nathan both have late birthdays, so they were nearly six before they started school. In fact, Kaleb is still younger right now than Nathan was at the start of his kindergarten year.

Maybe I'm just stressing too much.

But that "I don't care" mood terrifies me. It freaks me out. I can't keep bribing him with ice cream cones, can I? He's got to discover his own little internal well of motivation. That sounds like a big thing to expect from a five-year-old, but I know kids have it. I know he has it. He just doesn't know it's there yet. I don't know how to help him find it. So, I keep reading. I keep pointing out letters and their sounds, and practicing the spelling words, and randomly quizzing him on math facts. I continue encouraging him and praising as well. I brag to others about his successes where he can hear me but doesn't know I know he can hear me (if that makes sense) so he knows I am proud of him.

But deep down, I am trying not to freak out. I am trying not to envision that "I don't care" attitude translated into his teenage self. I am wondering where I went wrong, and how to fix it, and hoping that kindergarten motivation doesn't transfer to his entire life.


I Think I am Ready for Spring

Yesterday at work, I got myself all befuddled. One of my responsibilities is to keep our book group sets organized and scheduled and available for the patrons who've reserved them, and part of that is updating the calendar every week. I could NOT figure out why the dates weren't lining up. I spent, literally, an HOUR shifting stuff around in my spreadsheet.

It wouldn't work until I realized: DOH! It wasn't February 28. It wasn't even a Monday. It was Tuesday, February 22.

It's the truth. I tried to delete an entire week of February.

Then, this morning, I let Jake sleep in late because he had an orthodontist appointment. This morning. You know: Thursday, February 24.

Since it was too hard to delete an entire week, this time I just went for deleting a day.

Still didn't work, of course.

Last week, I spent twenty minutes just sitting on my front porch. It was nearly fifty degrees, and three tiny purple snow crocuses had bloomed. I needed that: sitting in the presence of sunshine, warmth, and flowers.

Later that day a storm blew in, with snow and wind so ferocious I feared for my trees.

I have to keep reminding myself: it's February. It's still winter. My brain doesn't want to remember that fact because my body is so ready for spring. Ready for running outside again. Ready to mow the lawn. Ready for spring hikes, kept steep but short to avoid the inevitable mud higher up. Ready to kneel, a supplicant, before growing things.

Come, spring! I am ready for you!


on Table Runners

I have a couple of friends who want to start quilting but are afraid to. They've got everything they need---the cutting mats and rulers, the fabric and thread, the sewing machine, the pattern. But they haven't started yet because the first cut into that beloved fabric is hard. It's hard and scary. You don't want to mess up; you hope your vision matches the finished item. Plus, fabric is expensive!

I so get this. When I made my first real quilt (and by "real" I mean: I cut fabric into pieces and sewed them back together, as opposed to using a quilt panel; don't let the word "real" convince you that I have a thing against panels, because I don't and one day I will blog about it to prove it), my mother helped me through almost every step. It was the rag quilt I made for Haley when she moved bedrooms, almost six years ago. I probably drove my mother crazy, calling her with questions. The finished quilt isn't exactly what I wanted and is far from perfect. But she still loves and uses it, and it's kept her warm and comfortable for one third of her life. I think that's a success, despite its mistakes.

Still, I think it's better to start your quilting career with something smaller and less emotionally invested. Enter the table runner! It's the perfect thing to make for your first quilting experience. Take the one I made in January:

Table runner winter 
(And, yes: I still, six weeks later, have my snow men out on my pretty spot. There is ONE little Valentine decoration in my kitchen, but as I am a self-proclaimed anti-Valentine that's really all there ever will be. Snowmen can stay until March.)

The day I sewed it, I also

  1. managed to make it through the day despite a killer headache
  2. made playdough fish with Kaleb
  3. drove Haley to school and checked her in (she's usually really good at being ready to go on time, but that morning, not so much)
  4. helped Kaleb with his homework
  5. "organized" every. single. fridge alphabet magnet we own (Kaleb's newest obsession)
  6. showered, blew my hair dry, and managed general bodily cleanliness
  7. finished up a medical procedure which I may or may not blog about one day
  8. processed 13 pictures in Photoshop (PS tends to either create or exacerbate my headaches)
  9. washed three loads of laundry
  10. hung up one of those loads (the black one—so nothing would shrink)
  11. folded two loads of laundry (although not the ones I washed that day)
  12. picked up Kaleb's cousin and took them both to school
  13. went to work
  14. picked up the carpool
  15. visited my friends at Costco (I swear I am there so often that they have all become my closest confidants)
  16. cooked dinner
  17. made my bed
  18. picked up my black Dr. Marten boot, which had been at the shoe-repair place for six weeks
  19. mailed a package
  20. forgot to mail a different package
  21. shopped online
  22. read to Kaleb
  23. talked to Becky about Ragnar, library cards, and other stuff
  24. helped Jake study for the spelling bee
  25. admired Haley's new shirt
  26. read some of my book
  27. wrote a blog post
  28. wrote in my WED notebook

My point is that you can totally fit making a table runner into your life. The table runner is one of the easiest sewing projects in the history of sewing projects. I think they are the perfect project for your first quilting experience because A---they come together really quickly; B---they're generally seasonal so if you hate what you make you won't have to see it for another 10 or 11 months; C---they let you make every single quilting decision you ever need to make (fabric, pattern, thread, batting, quilting, binding); D---they don't take a whole bunch of fabric so if you really, really hate it, you can just throw it away without feeling like you've wasted $4,427 worth of material; E---they can be practice pieces, since you're not giving them to anyone and so the fear of "I'm embarrassed to give this to you because it is awful" disappears; F---since they come together so quickly, you don't have to have your sewing machine out for very long, nor the accompanying quilting mess, thus avoiding the "when are you going to clean up this fabric mess" arguments with your significant other (not that *I* have ever had one of those!); and G---they are cute and satisfying and fun and bring a little bit of color to any spot that needs its.

Here, on one of my favorite quilting blogs, is an awesome tutorial for a super-easy table runner that's also adorable. And, just to illustrate how really easy a table runner is, here are the steps I took to make mine:

  1. Buy one yard each of two fabrics. Take them home and iron them.
  2. Cut three 6" by width of fabric (WoF) strips from each fabric.
  3. From two of the 6" strips, cut 4 6" squares (two from each fabric)
  4. Alternating fabrics, sew 4 of the 6"x WoF strips together.
  5. Iron open the seams (or iron them closed if you're so inclined).
  6. From the four sewn-together strips, cut eight 6" strips, giving you 8 strips of four squares each.
  7. Sew two of these together three times, giving you 3 strips of 8 squares each.
  8. Grab those lonely 6x6 squares from step #3. Making sure to alternate fabrics, sew one onto the end of each strip from step 7, resulting in three strips that are 9 squares long. (You'll have on 6x6 square left. You can do whatever you want with this!)
  9. Again paying attention to the alternating fabrics, sew the three strips together.
  10. Use the remaining fabrics to piece together the back.
  11. Quilt and bind as you wish.

OK, I know this tutorial would be much more fun (and useful) if I had thought to take pictures of all the steps. Alas, I did not. But still: simple! fun! colorful! doable in just one normal day!

The table runner: it's the perfect sewing project I tell you!


President's Day

It's gorgeous outside today! What I want to be doing: kneeling outside in the grass in front of my flowerbeds, clearing out the leaves and debris and winter weeds.

What I'm doing instead: staying in bed trying to wrestle down this cold that thinks it is going to overtake me. I'm hoping resting and lots of orange juice will beat it back. I have a busy week coming up. Wish me luck!


Book Note: The Reapers are the Angels

One of my fellow librarians and I were talking a couple of days ago about the proliferation of vampire/werewolf novels, and why it’s that genre of horror creatures who are on the rise. Why not, say, novels about the Kraken, or a Frankenstein-esque monster, or giant mutant spiders? Or even zombies? We determined that vampires and werewolves can be sexy, whereas zombies? With the putrid flesh and molting body parts? Not even their hunger for human flesh (which is, really, fairly similar to the vampire’s thirst for blood) can overcome the non-sexy appeal of the zombie.

In general, I’m not a fan of zombie novels. (Or movies, for that matter.) It all seems so formulaic: the blood, guts, and terror of being pursued by an unthinking, unkillable, insatiable human. Plus, it’s spiritually repugnant, a bastardization of the belief in resurrection. So I’m not really sure why I decided to read Alden Bell’s The Reapers are the Angels. More than likely it’s because some critic or other compared it to McCarthy’s The Road. What I do know is this: I picked it up and it held me in its grasp, and even though I finished it (sitting in my car outside of my sister-in-law’s house) last week, it still hasn’t let me go.Reapers are the angels book cover

Right now, let go of all the connotations you have in your head for “zombie novel.” Instead, trust me:  if you love well-written books, the kind that pull you along with drama and ideas and plot and tension and language, you will love this novel. Even though it’s populated by the ugly horror of zombies—which Temple, the protagonist, calls “meatskins” and “slugs”—it will, surprisingly enough, move you with its beauty.

This isn’t the zombie apocalypse. It’s the post-apocalypse, twenty- five years after the dead started rising and overtaking the world with their hunger. This is the world 15-year-old Temple was born to, so she doesn’t live with a true longing for how things used to be. The meatskins, which move with a “writhing, rippling movement that goes through the muscles of the body, as of a broken toy twitching with mechanical repetition,” have been her life’s constant companion.

Since she is not looking backward at what the world used to be, she is able to look around her and see what the world is, in its beauties and miracles. The novel opens, in fact, with the Miracle of the Fish, which occurs when Temple is living on a tiny island with a defunct lighthouse, just a swim away from a Florida beach. On a moonlit night, she goes to the water, and a school of fish “came and danced around her ankles, and she could feel their little electric fish bodies, and it was like she was standing under the moon and in the moon at the same time.” That’s when (on the first page), she realizes that whatever corruption is on the earth, and whatever horrific experiences she’s had, they all conspired to bring her to the Miracle of the Fish. God, she tells us, “makes it so you don’t miss out on nothing you’re supposed to witness firsthand.”

Then she has to kill a zombie that’s washed up onto the shore of her island. This sets her in motion, off across the southern part of America. She’s strong, and, armed with her gurka knife that someone gave her, unafraid of the zombies. She finds little oases of humanity, girded up against the meatskins, trying to make their lives, but doesn’t feel comfortable there. Temple’s a wanderer; she wants to see things, partly because she is fleeing her memories and partly because when she sees, she sees wonder. “If I ain’t seen everything there is to see,” she notes, “it wasn’t for lack of lookin’.” Along the way, she picks up an enemy, Moses Todd, who also acts as a sort of guru, offering advice and wisdom while he’s also trying to kill her. A mute man, Maury, falls into her care, and trying to get him to a small Texas town becomes her temporary purpose.

But these are just the small things: the plot. What breathed the most is Temple’s vivid mind. Unfailingly she is able to find beauty. Take her experience in a tiny town prison where she might be the supplies portion of an odd zombie/human medical experiment. Caught in the dirty jail, quite possibly facing death, she thinks about the Miracle of the Fish. “A moment you were given a stomach for,” she thinks, “for it to feel that way, all tense with magic meaning.” Even in seemingly deadly circumstances, she can see. She’s able to contrast her life—the ugliness of the zombies and the irredeemable humanity of people—with the beauty of the world. “Ain’t no hell deep enough to keep heaven out.”

She doesn’t see herself as an innocent, though. Temple is complicated. Her history drags behind her. It is the thing that makes her question: what is good? what is right? She tries to puzzle it out, even though she knows that "beauty and evil are on the opposite sides of a wall like lovers who can never really touch.” She contrasts people—who hide in their enclaves—against the zombies, who while soulless and driven by their grotesque hunger, are at least driven. She nearly admires the zombies more.

In that sense, the novel isn’t really about zombies at all. It’s about not wandering through our lives, driven by hungers we don’t understand, bumping against wonders we have grown blind to. It’s about living, and how, in a ruined world, one might accomplish that. Moses describes the pre-apocalypse world (the one we live in right now) as “a different lifetime, when wonders were rare and announced—like amusement parks or school trips.” Of course, they really aren’t rare. We just need them announced to us before we can see them. But once the zombies come, if you are brave, wonders are “everywhere, for the delectation of those among the survivors who might be hunters of miracles.”

Temple is a hunter of miracles, and because she hunts, she finds them. This novel made me question: how am I a zombie in my own life? How do I fail to see and cherish wonder? What miracles can I hunt for and how do I start? No other zombie novel has done that to me. Not even many non-zombie novels have. So even if you hate zombies, you should read this book. It will break you and then reassemble what is left, and you’ll stride out, hunting, with clearer eyes because of it.


Things I Regret

On Saturday I had a little meltdown in Costco. Right in front of the rack of little girls' spring dresses they'd just put out. Fluffy, sweet, innocent pastel dresses.

They put me in mind of my own days raising a little daughter. I remember looking at similar dresses, and then casting my eye towards my two younger little boys. "I can't hand this down yet," I thought. "Maybe I shouldn't get it." Even when I was pregnant with Haley, and knew she was a girl, I hesitated at buying lots of pink. "Buy neutrals," people encouraged me. "Things you can pass down to whatever other babies you have."

Oh how I regret listening to those recommendations and to my own financial "wisdom."

I wish I would have jumped at the opportunity I had to drown my life in pink cuteness. I wish I would have bought all the pink, purple, flowered, or laced baby outfits I loved but put back on the rack in the name of practicality. I wish I would have bought more dresses.

The natural way to end that last sentence is with a "for her": I wish I would have bought more dresses for her. But really, I would have been buying her dresses for me, too. I would have been feeding my own inner little girl instead of starving her with thoughts of fiscal responsibility and Rubbermaid box counts.

I wish I could have learned, before I had my first child, that no matter how many babies you have after that one, you never have that one back. I regret looking toward the future so hard, regret taking solace from my "she is growing up" sorrow by thinking "but one day I can have another baby." I wish, instead, I had celebrated that individual experience. I wish I would have made more pink blankets and bought more tiny purple shoes and used more spring green floral headbands.

Whatever joys came in the future (and they did...I am not discounting any of those future joys), they were still their own, individual experiences. They weren't that one, that first one and, it turns out, that only one. Maybe if I had savored more, and wrung more girlish happiness out of Haley's childhood, I wouldn't stand in front of a rack of spring dresses and have to work at hiding my weeping.

I regret letting the assumption of "I will do this again" leverage the present moment. I regret not knowing, until it was too late, that you never have the chance to do it again. You only do it differently. So I regret: the baby girl clothes I didn't buy. The frilly shoes. Not taking her to Disneyland when she still loved Ariel with that innocent devotion of preschoolers. I regret the times I made her wear jeans even though she hated them. I regret not letting her wear a pretty dress every single day just because she wanted to. I regret not painting her bedroom yellow and finding ethereal fairy costumes for her to play in. I regret all the things I did out of practicality. I regret not being frivolous.

And I know. I know all the arguments. I know my gratitude for her should outweigh the other sorrows. I know I am tremendously lucky to have each and every one of my four children. I know that the way things turned out is simply the result of choices, choices I made and cannot change.

But I also know this: what is here now is what is real. The bitter truth is that you learn what you need to know only after it is too late. Much as I wish, I cannot change those days. All I can do is learn to live this day better. And mixed in, always, to my current joy is that undercurrent of regret, loss, and bafflement. This is what I have. This is what is real. So instead of trying to fight my tears at Costco in front of the new spring dresses, I let them fall. Feeling that regret for lost days is part of savoring this current day, as contradictory as it seems. And I will continue trying to not make that same mistake. I continue trying to live in, love, and appreciate the now instead of counting on tomorrow to be different or better.


Dear Dog Owners

I sort-of get it. I had dogs when I was a kid and I loved them. Maybe my dad was really good at cleaning up the dog poop, or maybe I just didn't notice it clogging all the crevices in my sneakers.

Maybe I wandered around through my entire childhood smelling faintly of dog? I don't know.

Here's what I do know, though: as an adult, I don't have a dog because I don't want to clean up dog poop.

It's as simple as that.

And while you're perfectly entitled to have a dog and love your dog and even take your dog to the park, you know? It's your  responsibility to clean up that beloved pooch's poop. 'Cause guess what happens when you don't? Other kids, like mine, go to the park. And then they step in your dog's poop.

And I  am stuck cleaning up your dog's poop out of my kid's shoe.

Seriously. I understand. You love your dog. But I don't love your dog. Especially when my hand slips and now not only is your dog's poop on my kid's shoe. It's also on my fingers. And then I had to lean over and dry heave into my daylilies.

You're lucky I hadn't eaten breakfast yet.

So really. Love your dog. Rub his nose and pet him and throw a Frisbee for him to catch.

But clean up his damn poop, OK?

Love,

Me


on Stamping (rubber/acrylic)

I used to be a Close to my Heart consultant. I wasn't very successful at it because I'm not very good at selling anything. It goes back to my basic confidence level—I can't just assume you want to buy something from me simply because I  like it. After a few not-very-successful stamping parties (two, to be exact), I bought just the bare minimum to keep my consultant status. I now have approximately 1,235 12x12 sheet protectors. (And you think I'm joking.)

Last year, after I finished writing my Textuality class (which I'm hoping to rerun sometime this year!), I did a great big scrapbooking-supply purge, and part of what went were some of my stamps. I kept all the alphabets, of course, because I don't know if there's anything more useful than a good alphabet stamp; some of the textures stayed, and the ones I could journal with. But anything super-specific that I'd already used on a layout (or two or three) was donated to my kids' school. And as much as I can be swept up in the "that's cute" excitement, I think long and hard before I buy any new stamps. I don't mind spending money on sets I know I'll use often. Useful alphabet? Hand it over. Cute little fairy set? Hmmmm. Not my wisest purchase, even though they are cute fairies.

I still have a lot of stamps. I know that a lot of scrappers don't use many stamps, because really, they're a pain in the butt to clean. I solve that problem by not cleaning mine very often. I just stick them back in the package/on the shelf and worry about the cleaning thing the next time I use them. But I really do use them quite often. I think they're versatile and sometimes much less fuss than figuring out how RGB color codes will actually be translated by my printer. I like the slightly-smudgy image they give. I like that you can stamp anywhere without any measuring at all.

 This is my newest addition, which I won (I know! I, Amy Sorensen, won something! I seriously never win anything) from my bloggy friend Nora's blog. (Actually, I'm not sure if we're really blogging friends, per se. I just have read her blog forever and admire her from a distance. Plus I occasionally leave her a comment.) Seriously, if I hadn't won it, I would have bought it, because it so aptly describes how I feel about scrapbooking (a topic upon which I am writing a blog post. in my head. it hasn't made it out of the grey matter yet, but eventually...it will.) (Please forgive the awful pictures. It's 12:27 in the morning and I am too lazy to dig out my real flash.)

Stamp art 

Hello!

Most of my stamps are of the acrylic sort. They're so much easier to store. But I do have a few wood-backed rubber stamps I kept and use all the time. Most of them are ancient but again: they're neutral enough that I can use them often without feeling I'm being redundant in my scrapbooking design. Plus, they're cute to display.Stamps

They're stacked up on a charging station, which has never held a cell phone, MP3 player, or any sort of charging apparatus. I bought it just to display my stamps.

Now, I have in my hands the very newest CTMH catalog. I'm not a consultant anymore—I gave it up years ago, when I was pregnant with Kaleb I think. (I still am in zero danger of running out of sheet protectors, however.) But I can't get out of the habit of loving their stamps. Currently I am eyeing:

Bohemian alphabet stamp 
the bohemian alphabet set AND

Pennant alphabet stamp 
the pennant alphabet set (I know. Squee, right?) 

The Bohemian set is totally me. The Pennant one is totally NOW. I'm not sure if it's too trendy. Will I be all "Oh, pennants, they're so 2011?" one day? Probably not because I don't really care what's in or out. I just love that set!

I've been flipping through the new catalog for a good three weeks now and am just about ready to make my selection. However! If you live close to me, and would also like to look at the catalog, and you don't mind the fact that mine has had one corner dipped into the bathtub and nearly all the corners folded down at one point or another, you're welcome to look at mine. Just, you know, if you happened to want to order some stamps already.

Are YOU a fan of stamping?